Heaven

Oh heaven

I wait with good intentions

Oh heaven

You said you’d always stay

But I may break

Oh heaven

Will you open up your pearly gates for me?

Oh heaven oh heaven 

What will you lie inside for me?

Oh heaven 

Will you be all majestically beautiful?

Will you allow me to come inside?

Oh heaven

I’ll wait to go inside. 

Oh heaven

Oh heaven 

I’ll wait with good intentions 

There IS Hope

If you are a person who is either depressed, debating on harming themselves, contemplating suicide, or doing anything else negative to themselves do NOT do it.

Look how far you’ve come into this life. You do care to someone. It might be your parent figure, the person sitting beside you in class, your neighbor, a co-worker, an acquaintance or that one random stranger. You were put on Earth for some reason.

There’s always help waiting to help you. Don’t be afraid to ask for help there’s always help waiting to help you.

Crisis helpline number: 1-800-273-8255

Life is Strange

Life is strange, nothing is normal, it’s what I say. One moment could be perfectly fine, the next the tables have turned for the worse or unexpected. There may be a typical-person lifestyle/routine or circle of life type scenario but nothing exactly normal because everybody is not into the same things as each other and if they were would not the world be kind of boring. There is a saying that’s been going around for a while that goes something along the lines like there are a lot of people/characters that make the world turn. 

It could be that you may of got an unexpected answer or solution to a thing that has been going on for a while, could be something like a medical oddity,  unusual acts, mother nature being weird, and so on and so forth.

What’s it like living with high functioning anxiety?

High functioning anxiety is when you’re able to do things like a normal person except they express things a tad bit differently. Like being anal about things, insomniac, you’re sick about things, being busy can’t always be that much fun, you can’t reveal yourself exactly, NO doesn’t always exist, and everything seems like it’s all a trick.

But, what if it can be fixed? You can put back together, don’t stigmatize them for their situation, choice or cause of being that way, and to be don’t be rude, unkind, brush-off, don’t say something like “perk up butter cup things will get better soon” cause it will most likely make things 10x worse, help them recognize what types of problems that could factor into their situation, work on the problems as a team, don’t shove them into back the darkness that they were once in, and help them remind them of how they was once was and teach them how to recreate those feelings and memories of all the good times.

Yes, it’s a challenge to overcome. But how far are you willing to fix the problem or if you are going to be that somebody to fix that person.

Being Broken

Being broken could mean a variety of things. It could mean a relationship could have a small blimp or has gone wrong, you aren’t feeling up to par, anxiety, being single, finding Mr/Ms Right, stress, other stuff or a combination of sorts.

Well when it’s a combination of sorts, it can be tiring. For example a person may be looking for Mr Right, finishing up the last bit of college, job hunting/looking for job after graduation, fighting a invisible illness, slowly working on losing weight around scheduling shenanigans, expectations, and with other sorts of things that life brings along. After dealing with these different things for a decent amount of time, I just don’t exactly know what I want to do. I feel lost, alone, slightly numb, anxious, and a hince of not exactly knowing what to do in a lot of situations.

After those feelings are felt for numerous of years, you almost feel like a lost soul with no one to go on the adventure with. Loner you ask? Not always the case maybe if you do see someone who is supposedly shy or quiet, you should be like “hey, how’s things going?”, start a normal conversation, be a friend, be there, and help piece back the puzzles that were taken out. But, being supposed quiet or shy person isn’t always that way is that they’re used to not anyone being there or around.

Being there for a person who may be broken may want help, a friend, to open their space, want their own space, or needing someone to recognized them or being a part of the crowd.

If a broken person is speaking out. It’s best to listen, recognize what they’re saying, respond properly, offer help if necessary, be there for them, don’t be the one time helper or brush them off in anyway shape or form (it may take a lengthy process for the pieces to be put back together), don’t stigmatize them for their situation, choice or cause of being that way, and to be don’t be rude, unkind, brush-off, don’t say something like “perk up butter cup things will get better soon” cause it will most likely make things 10x worse, help them recognize what types of problems that could factor into their situation, work on the problems as a team, don’t shove them into back the darkness that they were once in, and help them remind them of how they was once was and teach them how to recreate those feelings and memories of all the good times.

Some people needs a medical professional (some people may not), spouse, significant other, family, friends, classmates, co-workers, acquaintances, or even a stranger.