Sense of the World

Hello World,

Have you ever wondered about your senses? Throughout time, we all known of our five senses. People may lost some senses through medical, accidents, trauma, work, serving in the military, or other reasons that may of caused them to go away. Some wonder what it may be like if you don’t have one of the senses or what if you have extra or enhanced senses?

Some may wish they don’t have certain senses due to whatever the case may be.

But, what if you have enhanced or extra senses? Some might say to have enhanced senses, you might to be on drugs to make you feel like that. But, what if it’s like the James Cameron’s Avatar (2009) movie when the Avatars can feel all of the energy around them. From the land, animals, people, mother nature, and among other things.

If we could feel all the aspects of the world, wouldn’t we know how to take care of the world we live in. Our world would become more healthier, animal and plant population would rise (if the animals and plants are on the watch-list or verge of extinction), and the natural resources would slowly restore, if the source has not fully depleted already.

Imagine having clean water, air, no pollution, no droughts, and an all around thriving environment. That means people would be able to have more access to a healthier lifestyle and to be able to have more access to food.

  • How can we get more peoples attention to get the world to become a better, healthier and environmentally-sound place to live in?
  • How can one destroy the Earth so quickly?
  • Does not one think about the inhabitants within and the health factors it may cause?
  • Does not one think of the inhabitants lifestyle it may affect?
  • How well do you know of all the factors of the Earths and inhabitants ways that could cause potential good or bad for the future?
  • Would the world eventually be restored?
  • Or, would the world turn into some apocalyptic, survivalist system?
  • Would there be wars over the basic needs for life?

There are so many questions out there for the curious minds.

What do you think of the sense of the world?


The Encountress

Throughout time, there are just things that are just unexplainable. People may combined all the oddities to the subject of the paranormal or the strange and unusual.

Sometimes, people are more attracted to the paranormal or strange and unusual. But, how much can one person be attracted to this? Is it one or up to a few chances to experience these happenings?

Some people don’t have experience anything at all while others may experience a lot. From talking to people or reading/seeing vlogs/ blogs, and etc., people just may experience things once to a lot.

For me, I’ve noticed a lot ever since I was young. Just things like the unexplained. From the 3 dark monk figures, “Distraught Mediterranean Man” which is a Mediterranean looking male in his mid 20’s-30’s with caramel skin/black short rough hair covered in mud, blood, and dirt with full black eyes, the Central-Asian man with all black eyes, multiple accounts with the “hat man”, snickering ghost children, old man with the top hat (experienced at an old gothic-styled asylum), long-vailed nun or nurse (experienced at an old gothic-styled asylum),  bathtub dummy with eyelids shut with “eyes” showing (experienced at an old gothic-styled asylum), “Jason” (from the horror movie) figure in the field, living dreams, de ja vu and of course the white shadow/cloud following.

These are the some of the more strangest things that are listed in the paragraph above. Some are re-occurring a lot compared to others.

Can anyone help me explain to me these occurrences and odd behaviors of the unknown?

Is it some sort of riddle of sorts? Is it something that I should be worried about?

Unknown Presences

In the world there’s some things that cannot be explained at all. Some may have theories or science behind it but not a definite answer while others say something along the lines of the paranormal or superstition.

Can it all be explained? Could it be a blend of sorts? That is a mystery within itself.

Within the past few days, I’ve been able to go revisit two historical places in the home state of mine.

During the walk around, in a couple to few spots, I felt a weird sense of not being welcomed in one facility and in the other facility I felt like a presence made me feel like I belonged there which made feel all shaken and rejuvenated. That, I was not expecting at that particular location with it’s history not exactly being the best and being filled with people that may not have been sane. Everyone may have other weird happenings to them like cold chills, eery presence, goose bumps, and so on and so forth.

Some may believe it’s about the spirits that may remain on Earth and haven’t passed through fully to the other side. Others may think that the Earth may be balancing itself out in that particular point or area or that it has some sort of other scientific explanation.

So, can this all be explained? Can this still go on to be a mystery?

Self Acceptance, changes of myself

Over the years, I knew that I never did fit in any form. From trying to fit in with the crowds at school, work, friends, and etc, kind of sadening ain’t it? Oh well!

Growing up, I remember growing never fitting in anywhere, trying to go try out for sports, the school band, and school groups, all seem to be a bust. I did try to make friends even though some worked out compared to others. I never really had that many friends but since it was a small school, everyone seemed to know everyone and overall seemed to be alright with everyone getting along. Of course there seems to be a few blips of chaos or acting out that someone got into a bad fight or argument with one another person. I wasn’t exactly a loner or some shy and quiet person. Of course I knew what to avoid, how to defend myself and be sassy if I needed to be, and who my real friends were going to be since before high school. I was an extremely fast learner and knew how to read peoples personalities, mindset and mannerisms like you wouldn’t believe.

I also remember starting to liking the dark side of life since middle school. The dark side of life that I liked was the paranormal, oddities, sideshows, mediums, gothic history and fashion, and  anything unusual. I guess my personality changed from that point in middle school. Of course a lot of things happened since then to now. Some loved ones past away, people coming and going, and other things that may be sensitive to talk about.

However I never did get into gothic fashion until recently. Darker colors seem to fit into what I may be. I am slowly switching over from colors to dark. I felt like gothic part was there for some quite time it’s just hasn’t shown into fashion yet until here recently. I was asked why am I dressing so dark and told that gothicism is gross. I told them have you ever sat down and had a descent conversation with me recently? Have you ever once tried to get to know me? How well do you actually know? Do you even know half the stuff I liked? Do you even know me? I’m not this shy, quiet loner girl as you or others make me out to be. Do YOU know me personally.

Yea of course I know that there’s stigmas against gothic community but you’ll have to get to know that person before you judge them. For example of stigmas one of my favorite YouTubers (@itsblackfriday) is a part of the gothic community which she faced stigmas and discrimination in Paris and Prague. Which it could’ve been handled differently.

So, if you’re a part of the gothic community, what do you think? Would I be considered a part of the community? I’m not sure if I’m considered a baby bat, teen, or elders even though the personality came before clothing? What are you thoughts?


Although this isn’t exactly advice but figured maybe someone could learn.

Being invisible is basically where no one wants to recognize you or wanting interaction with you.

Being invisible does have its advantages and disadvantages. Some of the advantages are that you can actually have peace away from people, have your own free time, do your own thing, and be yourself. Some of the disadvantages are that people often overlook you, think that you’re that loner quiet person when you may actually not be,  some overlook you so much they may not want interaction, and often have misconceptions about the entirety of you.

In some cases it may be annoying cause when wanting to be known. You want people to recognize what is going on instead of those people doing their normal routine. There could be the normal routine of work, school, chit chat, or some sort of other form of activity.

So can we break the habit of being there in the crowd? It’s possible depends on the person or place.


Will you recognize me?

When I’m not standing in the crowd?

Oh darkness

You’ll be on my mind just like the flood!

Oh oh darkness

How you are my dearest friend!

I wish I was in the light!

I..I should’ve known better

Oh you have..turned me around…!!!!

Oh oh darkness

How I saw you coming around

So I can hide myself in the darkness….

Oh my darkness is so compelling

You don’t know how big you are?

Oh oh darkness

Oh darkness

Will you recognize me in the crowd?