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Why am I quitting social media for a bit? Diario #4

I'm quitting social media except for WordPress and YouTube. Yes this post will automatically post to Facebook, twitter, and google + without me going to those sites itself.

Social media is getting to the point of complete annoyance. Almost everyone's post is someone is complaining about life, gloating about whatever that point in moment happened or something they ate or bought, taking trips, relationship shenanigans, and what not.

I try my best in relationships in putting effort towards it but not getting anything back. It's so annoying. No one goes directly to me to talk to me except through some third party to see how I'm doing which makes it even more annoying and erks me.

I know people has lives and lives to live. I'm not a loner at all so I'm cutting and testing relationships and see who actually cares. I know at least 3-5 people that actually do care.

So how well do you actually care about your relationships before it's too late and get the boot? How far will you go to save your relationships and friendships?

The Functional Unfunctionalist type of Day | Diario #2

Well, thanks to those who liked my post via Facebook, Twitter, Google+ or WordPress.

Today, was mostly good. Worked ten hours. I was able to do everything that the day brought. But at the same time my mind was like no you are not going to concentrate, be spacey, make your vision brighter, make your body feel cold, and everything will seem to be like you're on the ocean waves going back and forth. So, I felt pretty unfunctional while I was be functional all of today.

My body thinks I'm fully awake and want to do things but this awful constant headache that I've been having for a month or so is telling me to do something about it (as in to lay down, take medicine, and sleep or go to the doctors). I also hate taking medication because you can get addicted to just about anything.

I like working. I don't know what I would do if I didn't work. I'm not some sort of mental case that can't work. I'm capable of anything. Look at all the successful people who may have something wrong with them but it didn't stop them like Stephen Hawking, Stevie Wonder and Helen Keller.

Well, before I start rambling word vomit about why people are capable of things even if they have inner demons and what not. I just want to update you on how my day is going. I'll probably fall asleep later on and relax.

What’s it like living with high functioning anxiety?

High functioning anxiety is when you’re able to do things like a normal person except they express things a tad bit differently. Like being anal about things, insomniac, you’re sick about things, being busy can’t always be that much fun, you can’t reveal yourself exactly, NO doesn’t always exist, and everything seems like it’s all a trick.

But, what if it can be fixed? You can put back together, don’t stigmatize them for their situation, choice or cause of being that way, and to be don’t be rude, unkind, brush-off, don’t say something like “perk up butter cup things will get better soon” cause it will most likely make things 10x worse, help them recognize what types of problems that could factor into their situation, work on the problems as a team, don’t shove them into back the darkness that they were once in, and help them remind them of how they was once was and teach them how to recreate those feelings and memories of all the good times.

Yes, it’s a challenge to overcome. But how far are you willing to fix the problem or if you are going to be that somebody to fix that person.