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Why am I quitting social media for a bit? Diario #4

I'm quitting social media except for WordPress and YouTube. Yes this post will automatically post to Facebook, twitter, and google + without me going to those sites itself.

Social media is getting to the point of complete annoyance. Almost everyone's post is someone is complaining about life, gloating about whatever that point in moment happened or something they ate or bought, taking trips, relationship shenanigans, and what not.

I try my best in relationships in putting effort towards it but not getting anything back. It's so annoying. No one goes directly to me to talk to me except through some third party to see how I'm doing which makes it even more annoying and erks me.

I know people has lives and lives to live. I'm not a loner at all so I'm cutting and testing relationships and see who actually cares. I know at least 3-5 people that actually do care.

So how well do you actually care about your relationships before it's too late and get the boot? How far will you go to save your relationships and friendships?

Introdución

Hello,

So anyway, I have decided to write this because I would like to create this in a way that people would understand those who are going through some sort of mental illness or inner demons that are not seen on the outside. This does not mean that we are horrible people or some mental person because we can a part of normal societies way.

To start off, I am fighting an illness called Chiari Malformation type 1. It’s where the brain tonsils are longer than the average persons. I have had once got treatment when I was first diagnosed around a few years ago but was released from treatment because I felt like I was back to my normal self and felt happy.

Now, skip to present day. About a month or so ago, things started to get worse. Top symptom is headaches which feels like a 5 ton layer of bricks are laying on the back of my head, cannot concentrate, parts of my body goes to sleep more often than normal and feels constantly numb, spacey, sleep schedule is messed up, panic attacks, some personality changes, appetite change, and certain lighting and combination of noises are starting to bug me.I haven’t seen the medics about why things are acting up again. I figured that the symptoms would just go away.

But unfortunately, it has not gone away. I really should go see the medics because I don’t like what my body is doing to me and starting to feel not myself. I am still able to drive, go to school, work, and etc. I will keep you posted, if you like I can make this a daily posting? Comment down below to let me know what your opinions are and if you want this to be a daily post.

 

A Look into the Unknown

There are many things in this world that cannot be explained or yet explored. Yet, the sciences and math probabilities are able to explain some of the things going on but not all. Could it explain what is in the deepest depths of the ocean, what about the strange space, earth, and human anomalies, why we can't explain cold cases or missing person cases that are never reopened, what happens when something or someone goes through a black hole in space (hypothetically speaking), and etc? There's so many questions left to be answered.

It's an exploration race of knowledge beyond our capabilities which we are slowly learning more about and who knows what point of time it will take us to get there. It seems like there are a lot of dark subjects that haven't been shown the light of day and dedication to be worked into so we know the Earth and Space more and what we are capable of. It seems like there maybe a lot of curious minded people who are wondering about what the future holds and the mysteries and tales of the past, present and future.

What will the future hold? Will we discover what lies in the parts unknown and the tales of our own planet?

Not Just One Life Matters But All Lives Matter

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                             From Dailymail.co.uk @AngélicaDass                       http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3074282/Angelica-Dass-attempts-photograph-shade-human-skin-world-hopes-creating-discussion-platform-identity.html

We are all human, living all on one planet, and living together to hopefully make the world a better place or at least we try to.

 

 Throughout history, there are rough and ugly patches that were recorded and will be  remembered for future references. But, we seem to question why these events happened. There maybe significant clues to why some events happened or started while others may never be known and some were just a part of one’s culture. Some examples of some rough and ugly patches of history would be segregation/separation, slavery, maltreatment practices, unsafe working conditions, concentration camps, stigmatization, and so much more.

 

In recent years, people are wanting to spread awareness that black/white/lgbtq+/religion/…….. (list goes on and on) lives matter in peaceful to unpeaceful manner (depending on circumstances on that point in time and person).

 

But, it’s not just about one specific life matters. We get that you and others have concerns about where you belong and want to share it with the world and hopefully to make a change or spark of something. It may spark others to join in.

 

Is it a part of a revolution or fad? How far are you willing to go? Has it started to become too extreme, is it just started to stir the pot, or still on the low end of the spectrum? 

 

What about all lives matter? We all matter in this world. We all want a fair world with equality. No hate just love, no worries be happy, and we do what we can.

 

Aside from the negatives throughout history, there are positives. We have figured out what to fix or not to do in future history. We have revolutionized the medical field so we could save more lives and to have a longer lifespan, create technology that doesn’t use nonrenewable resources, start of buckling down on security measures so citizens could live in a safe society, working on trade routes and other countries relations, and the list continues.

 

We as humans, we just want the best for us. But, how far are you willing to go to change the mindset of those who are wanting to stuck with traditional ways? Although traditions can be a good thing, it shows what we were brought up on. But times are changing and the human population is growing. We have to accommodate everyone of Earths citizens. We shall not leave one struggle and be left behind.

 

There is a topic of stigmas. Yea, there stigmas attached to every single topic. Stigmas can hold us back. Stigmas could affect people in being able get employment, education, travel, help of any kind, food and water, and etc. So stop stigmatizing all together, it is not helping anyone.

 

If we are not willing to help our neighbors, why bother in what we’re trying to do. There are a lot of corruption. Corruption are those who may be those of the greedy and toxic people. Those people think mostly of themselves. We don’t need them to fight for us and to think they actually “know” what is good for us.

 

We need those who are willing to help us that are pure and actually wanting to help to be there for citizens. We should be there for our fellow neighbors. We shall leave no one behind or struggle. ALLLIVESMATTER, not just one. We ARE ALL THE SAME. We all may have different skin tones and genders. and/or be a part of different religions/other groups/labels but we are the same; HUMAN. Being a part of these different things does NOT separate us, make us a sub-human of each other or other classification. We are all the same level of species, no need of arguing about it. We should be proud we are human. We should live in pride and celebrate how far we have accomplished so far and live to our full happiness and no worries.

 

Remember to BE KIND and LOVE ONE ANOTHER.

 

I’m Only Human by Rag’n’bone Man (2017)

 

[Intro]
I’m only human
I’m only, I’m only
I’m only human, human
[Verse 1]
Maybe I’m foolish, maybe I’m blind
Thinking I can see through this and see what’s behind
Got no way to prove it, so maybe I’m lying
[Refrain]
But I’m only human after all
I’m only human after all
Don’t put your blame on me
Don’t put your blame on me
[Verse 2]
Take a look in the mirror and what do you see?
Do you see it clearer, or are you deceived
In what you believe?
[Refrain]
‘Cause I’m only human after all
You’re only human after all
Don’t put the blame on me
Don’t put your blame on me
[Chorus]
Some people got the real problems
Some people out of luck
Some people think I can solve them
Lord heavens above
I’m only human after all
I’m only human after all
Don’t put the blame on me
Don’t put the blame on me
[Verse 3]
Don’t ask my opinion, don’t ask me to lie
Then beg for forgiveness for making you cry
Making you cry
[Refrain]
‘Cause I’m only human after all
I’m only human after all
Don’t put your blame on me
Don’t put the blame on me
[Chorus]
Some people got the real problems
Some people out of luck
Some people think I can solve them
Lord heavens above
I’m only human after all
I’m only human after all
Don’t put the blame on me
Don’t put the blame on me
I’m only human; I make mistakes
I’m only human, that’s all it takes
To put the blame on me
Don’t put the blame on me
[Bridge]
I’m no prophet or Messiah
You should go looking somewhere higher
[Chorus]
I’m only human after all
I’m only human after all
Don’t put the blame on me
Don’t put the blame on me
I’m only human, I do what I can
I’m just a man, I do what I can
Don’t put the blame on me
Don’t put your blame on me

 

Could the Bellaire House be the most haunted location?

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From: weekinweird.com

The Bellaire House has been said to have a lot of paranormal activity from the days of the Native Americans to present day. It seems as though you hear those who once resided in this home at one point. Could it because of a lot of portals still open at this location or portals opened nearby?

You decide if it is the most haunted location nearby?

 

For more history check out the information in the link below.

http://thebellairehouse.webs.com/

Dear those who left me out

Hello to those who left me out,

You may remember me as that one person during school, ages ago, the one who you may want to have around on occasion. That one friend who you always put on the back-burner but never made time to make friends with. You seem to have wanted me when only you wanted me to get you something or borrow something. I don’t have a money tree. I tried putting my time and efforts forth into being yours but nothing back. It can get old with my time and effort and patience.

You think I was the person who was “quiet”, “shy”, or “anti-social” but have you actually tried to get to know me? I didn’t think so. You were busy with your life just like I was. We all have our own lives to live and things to achieve. We aren’t getting any younger and changing as life goes on. I am not as that “quiet, shy or anti-social” as you think.

You might of called me a friend while we were never together. So, how could we call ourselves friends if were never together?

I am doing just fine! Thanks for asking. I hope you are doing just as well?

I am finishing up the last leg of college and trying to find some work. Also, trying to fight an invisible illness from making me from not wanting to do much in life. But hey, conquering one thing at a time. I am figuring out who I am and trying to find my right path in life.

So, I think it was good that we have parted our own ways a while ago. We’ve been exploring the world or communities we live in and finding ourselves. But, it’s a small world we may make up time lost but you never know maybe it may or may not be just as well.

Live Long And Prosper

And hope we both find the right paths in life.

I hope it ends up just as well

From,

A person who needed someone around

Lost Time Forgotten

 

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Picture taken by UnSilentTheSilence (2014)

It seems as time goes on we sometimes forget about what we leave behind. Somethings we remember as well as somethings well forgetful. How can that be?

Somethings we remember because it maybe traumatic that may affected so many lives. Examples of remembrance would be like some extreme acts of Mother Nature and wars9-11,  Berlin Wall, Pearl Harbor, Chernobyl and the Concentration Camps.

    Some things we tend to forget or leave behind. What about the abandoned land, property, businesses, homes, and other types of property and could it become in use? What about the events throughout history? What about the asylums? What about those who live in poverty? What about those who don’t have access to everyday needs? Did (insert event/promise/help/etc here) ever happen or is going to happen? It seems like we tend to forget those things that may have a dark history to it. A dark history when there was experimentations going on, maybe some inhuman things, or even the turn-of-the-century was changing.

The questions are:
How can we bring back what is forgotten?
Is the forgotten gone for a purpose or accidental reasoning?
Is the forgotten gone because we just “forgotten” about it?
How could we just “forget” what is just forgotten?
Could we have done things differently?
Should we just leave history be history?
Could we change the future history for the better?
And so many more to ask…………………………………………..